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     WILD ARTS

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                The laws of beauty

    BARE TRUTHS

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    So they switched off the television set...............

     

     

     

    and began making love with eyes wide shut

    and nostrils open to the sound of the smell that waxes and wanes like a

    an old lullaby.

     

    Kiss on mouth. Outside the snow kept on

    falling as he slowly fell asleep, and with a sweet purring and

     

    slight moaning there, amidst the crowd, the pink balloon

    burst open in a display of glorious dreams and hopes. 

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    Darkness, light. A happy smile. And she picked up the phone booth, the red ones. The type you want to stare at, talk in. Yes, I remember, those sweet old ways. The time of no tomorrow, of no yesterday. Only here and now "only here and now!?", he yelled. What do you mean? But didn't I explain the law of beauty?. To do this would surely crush our hearts with silver crosses and the pastures of green, in autumn; yellow soon, in the grey light, under a clouded sky. And, there she was, truly lovely. Her eyes rang loud of colours that appear with the morning frost, and stars that twinkle long after you stop blinking.

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    Trust

     

    They met on a sunny Friday in the snow, in a park in Stockholm. One of them was very fond of those crystallised snowflakes that fall across your icy red cheeks, as geese flapped in the distance "distance!?", he shouted." No, not at all! I feel the opposite; that we are very close". But she had then just eaten her last tangerine; tangy, and sweetened her breath, as her gaze fell towards her breasts, rising and falling to the rhythm of the tapping of his feet behind, and then in front. But she kept on singing, and dancing; while he was weeping and wanting the you in the me that makes this world come alive. Kiss me quick. Don’t stop, for the wanting is the breath of God. And the cats kept on fighting while they drank tea, ate chocolate and continued to Waite, one more second, as the bell tower chimed its peace. It will come. Trust. The words broke the eerie silence with a great handshake. Then the phone rang. It was my neighbour that wanted to complain about the noise, the album that shocked hundreds from their sleep, as dogs barked and cats growled, long into the night he drove, fast and furious, without a thought in his mind, other than the image of her.

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     poetry, folded to a lover, sometime ago.

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    Bare Bones

    Killer angel. 

    By sheer fluke it came 

    smashing through piles of oranges

    belly wide open, teasing eyes

    lick of life

    How to interpret these signals 

    a projection or

    electricty ?

    i want you

    i want you to want me 

    long standing love

    overriden by desire 

    let me go

    so i can savour this fall.

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    Mind fear

    Sometimes it is all too much;

    lightening thoughts, igniting reactive responses.

    Fear and paranoia.

    Slowing down the vain monster.

    Take that breath underwater,,,

    release the last curl of wet thought.

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    To heal, means to feel the suffering.

    To heal, means to feel.

    The other way is neurotic;

    in constant dread and fear.

    It chases you, haunts and plagues you.

    Like a virus, dormant at times active when triggered.

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    Cloud

    Quieten your words, please!

    softness only.

    Realisations of the impermanence of it all.

    And there she is again, showing me, floating, moving enveloping the mass of everything.

    Dressed like a hag, with a twinkle of wisdom.

    Perception is a wide open smile.

    life is this mirror....

    turning inwards, towards.

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    I lay bare bones scattered on rainbow coloured mountains.

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    Ugly duckling

    You clipped my wings 

    i tore at my flesh

    You put me down

    i created self loathing

    You criticised me 

    i wanted to kill myself

    You ridiculed me

    i began to lie

    You shamed me

    i died

    My father,

    the root of it all.

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    The fear of opening

    The gift of poison.

    Finally i have the cure.

    Antidote to reason

    all things endure.

    shedding is paramount

    shaking to my core.

    Wide open water

    together we are more.

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    Tell me again,

    'that you wanted me to feel safe...."

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    Beating butterfly heart;

    bird song, carry me away

    into the night, across the day,

    Stars come, light up my way

    for this whole everything.

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    And then i dared to fall,

    speaking the unspeakable,

    I named my truth, coined my tongue

    into tangible matter, and then

    they fell out, spilling everywhere.

    Ha, the mess!

    the shame!

    what a thing to behold, together,

    seated on the lawns of heaven.

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    Petal by petal she unfolded. The bud set free held with the tenderest of hands.

    Here she rested.

    But this is just words, jumbled semantics, what is really true is that each mind revolves differently in the way it rotates around love.

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    Requests can always be made after truths are spoken .

    crack me open diamond coal.

    Beauteous suffering

    Dualism at the core.

    A felt sense beyond thought waves, interpretation.

    A perceived reality. Scotoma.

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    Something is becoming, gripping at my heart.

    What is left but empty space waiting to be filled.

    Beyond static, everything moving, forever changing.

    The relationship to it is matter of thought.

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    What controls this? My little heart pounds between sheets, nervous system electric.

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    Where is the sanctuary? 

    A shattered, fragmented vessel carrying my essence beyond self.

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    Am i broken?

    If, peace is stillness with a gentle smile

    then i am not, this.

    Rather I am static peace.  Defined slightly differently

    Oh beauteous suffering, in the presence of this now.

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